Congratulation Zayyan..!!!! My dear boy is ONE year old...rasa mcm baru aje bersalin...around 6.30am last year 6th january 2009, i finally gave birth to my baby boy...ALONE inside that horrrryfying labour room...it seems like days...inside there..walaupun i was admitted to the labour room around 12.00 am ++...then i was asked to go to the toilet..and waited for the doctor to check whether i'm dilated...kalo xsilap nama Dr tuh Dr Jefri...then dia ckp baru 2cm..and around 12.30 am check lg skali..and scan plak..tgk2 da 3 cm..& zayyan da tendang2 nak keluar..it hurts...pastuh lam nk dekat kul 1.00 am kot yg aku kena tolak masuk dlm salah satu bilik dlm labour room tuh...it was such a nice room...tp aku tak berapa bley nak enjoy sbb sakit...contraction tuh da kuat...and Dr ckp nak bg 'pethidine' (betul tak eja..really hope there are no Dr's out there who read this blog :-)) tp disebabkan ada patient lain yg ada komplikasi bersalin, semua Dr rush pergi situh..and left me with a very respectful midwife...they forgot about me...sakit sgt..then bila check balik, Dr ckp da 5 cm, so they could not give me anything..takut aku tido & baby tido skali..huh...wahhh...masa tuh kalo xsilap baru pukul 3 kot...huhu..cannot bear the pain, but i have to..lastly dlm pukul 5++ am..midwife dtg check lg..suh aku sabar n bgtau da 8cm...finally..pastuh dlm pkul 6 kot..percubaan utk bersalin bermula..kali ke 2 trus keluar..rupa2nya episiotomy (tak rase pun)..pastuh proses jahit menjahit pun bermula (mcm kain lak)..well..itu tak termasuk extended tear+vulva hematoma...darah byk gak keluar...n jahit tuh mmg amek masa lama..around 8.20 ++ kot baru siap sume..tuh pun xleh masuk ward lg..kena puasa coz takut lak if anything happens, kena tolak masuk surgery room..masa tuh xingt ape...ingt nurse angkat zayyan letak atas perut..then nurse amek mandikan..sblm jahit tuh nurse tunjuk rupa anak yg dah dibersihkan..alamak..pelik jerk rupa zayyan waktu tuh..gelap (suka minum kopi sgt kot)..mulut lebar gak...kecik jerk nmpak..tp syukur..zayyan sempurna dilahirkan sbg hamba Allah. Aku still duk dlm labour room, utk transfer darah, 2 beg gak, then dlm kul 9 ++ kot, baru papa zayyan sampai (bertuah !! baru sampai dari airport pengkalan chepa naik air asia..huhu)..muka lak blur semacam, nmpak mcm tercungap2, pastuh berpeluh2 (shariff baru pas kena marah ngn nurse coz redah jerk masuk labour room tuh kelam kabut carik bini dia !!)papa zayyan tgk jerk kat mommy..(time nih terasa syg gak hubby aku kat aku :-)..love u papa )despite all that, rase cam best gak duk dlm labour room tuh, semua nurse buat, even bersihkan badan pun nurse yg buat...tmasuk la shhhhh skali..xbgn pun...i was transfered to the 'normal' maternity ward around 9 ++ at night..proses nak bersalinnya tak lama, cuma lps bersalin tuh kena tahan around 12 hours kot inside that labour room..ok la...pengalaman yg tak dapat dilupakan..dan indah....(yg tak indahnya bila episiotomy ku terbukak hari ke-3 (4cm) and terpaksa jahit balik...n bila vulva hematoma tuh surut..aku kena jahit kali ke 3 on the 15th January 2009..huarghhhh..(to all Dr's and nurses out there..u're awesome, teruskan dedikasi anda..semoga mereka yg bekerja dgn ikhlas sntiasa drahmati Allah)
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