Wednesday, January 27, 2010

COPPA?Ph.D?



COPPA?..Final Year Progress Presentation? Study Of The US Institute For Student Leaders On Global Environmental Issues?..pembetulan silibus utk program baru?..Ph.D? aduii...semua ada deadline...COPPA 4th February , FYP Baru lepas(ape2 jer al budak present td), then the US Programme?, well, it's a programme under US embassy, sort of exchange student programme...several of my students are very keen to join it. They came to find me..what should i do?..well, kesian pulak..tp bile pkir kerja byk, rasa mlsnya!!...tp bila pkir kesian, buatla..terpaksa la screen dulu borang permohonan, interview sape yg layak (mesti fluent) and thanks to Sunny Goh, sib baik dia yg tolong interview skali..then have to write recommendation letter (Sunny jugak tlg). Semua krem dlm minggu ni...lps tuh kena hantar borang permohonan through ME..huh !!..apelagi...COPPA bab 5 da hampir siap, bab 6 tak tgk lg..i really hope that i can finish it on time..pengajaran pun kena prepare, dgn 2 subjek..Ph.D?..pencarian tempat terpaksa berkubur dulu seminggu 2 ni, pertama skali sbb tumpukan pd yg penting dan ada sbb len..heheh(frust sbb reply tak berape memuaskan)..kalo email US ajer, reply and respons sgt baik..kalo selain drp tuh..mmg hampehhs...jalan hidup??..xtau lg ler..takut kalau fikir.
tak tau la...tp aku berpegang pd satu prinsip hidup...

"If it is For You, Then It IS FOR YOU",
lambat mintak ke, cepat mintak ke, kalau dah itu jalan kita dan ditetapkan utk kita oleh YG Maha Esa, ia tetap utk kita, tp utk memperolehi jalan itu, ia memerlukan kesabaran.

Tiada jln mustahil dlm hidup ini, yg penting kita sanggup berusaha, berpegang pd jalanNYA kerana menuntut ilmu itu satu jihad. Sama jugak dgn perjalanan hidup. Tiada yg mustahil, yg penting kita sanggup hadapi, jgn berfikiran negatif, seek into your heart, U'll find it !!

all in all, boleh ajer, yg ptg sentiasa bermotivasi, kuatkan semangat..tp bile sebut Ph.D...yg tuh jd lomah sket..nape ekk??...

"Follow your heart,
Let your love lead through the darkness,
back to the place you once knew,
I believe, i believe, i believe in you.."

"FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS,
BE YOURSELF,
an angel of Darkness,
THERE's NOTHING THAT YOU CANNOT DO"
I believe, i believe, i believe in you.."

I believe in myself, that i'm strong enough (doubt it?)..there she goes again...heheh..hari ni tibe2 rase mls nk smbung kerja, jadik kena break kejap..jadik tulis la blog..

sebenarnya entry kali ini adalah lebih kpd kata2 semangat utk diri sndiri.....Love you Zayyan !!

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